Work is always fine. Physically I am okay. I'm trying out new hobbies and being social instead of retreating into myself.
My struggles with depression has been interesting. I wouldn't recommend anyone else so these experiments because I am not a doctor so be warned.
I had chosen to be off meds for a few weeks now, to see how it would affect my productivity. While I can confidently say that the productivity hasn't gone completely down, there has been an impact on stuff outside of work.
I have been training for an ultramarathon since the last 3 months, I am at the final stage. But because of this weird depressive dread that affected me i couldn't finish my 38 kilometre run on Saturday.
I tried again on Sunday but I reached about 20 kilometres before I just physically couldn't push myself to go further.
What sucks is I know how to push myself further. I know I can do 40 kms but every single issue or problem gets amplified by the lens of depression.
This week went by with me mostly just meeting old friends and making new acquaintances. Overall 6/10 week imo.